Pain, painting, and passing time
Journal Entry: Mon May 15, 2006, 4:25 PM
It's been almost three weeks now since mom died, so I figure I should start re-emerging online for the sake of friends I haven't talked to in a while.
Despite feeling listless, more than a little lost and more heartsick with every passing day, I've found that my grief has fuelled an even fiercer passion for art. I'm not drawn towards my old cartoons and anime drawings at all anymore. On warm afternoons when I'm not working I just climb down the creekbank with a natural paper sketbook and brush pens and sketch for hours. I feel like I need to paint and paint and paint, on big canvases with huge strokes. I want to do abstract, and I've NEVER wanted to do abstract before. The downside, of course, is that the aforementioned canvases will never work with a scanner, lol.
At any rate, whether any new submissions come from my direction or not, I'm still here, and still functioning. Shout-outs to all my babies, and sorry I haven't been talking to anybody in so long! Love to everybody,
Mira
Devious Comments
nice avatar too, Vegeta kicks ass!!!
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If I'm banned, why do I keep on getting pageviews???
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checkout my favirote picuture [link]
T-chan quit deviantart because she didn't like her artwork here, apparently, but there's a chance she'll return! She has a job now, so it's taking up a lot of her free time... I only get to chat with her every once in a while. *sigh*
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Such is life.
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I'll give you one last chance, join me or perish!" - Vegeta
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kazeko episode: [link]
member: ~The-SV-Club
read Moon Senshi! ^_^
Anna May
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"Wo ai ni..." ~ Tamahome
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No Time For GAMES! It's About Time And WORK
I have forty billion pictures of yours to comment on!! So if you suddenly sign on one day and have tons and tons of comments... you'll know why.
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Such is life.
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Proud Member of ~Apophysis & NaturPics - Club
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~She's The Drug That I Need, Tell Me Why Should I Leave, She's No Angel But She Saving Me. Hey, She'll Give It Up For Free, Yeah She's Only Out To Please, She Don't Love Me But I Don't Seem To Mind~
I honestly doubt that you could say anything that would make me not like you anymore. Let me know how things are going i tried to ask erin about it but she knew little to none so if your up to it send me a note. I worry about you.
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Glory is not found in never falling, but in rising when we do fall. ~Confucious~
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living with out regrets !!!
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There is no one in the world who can help you until you are able to help yourself.
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It's not kink. It's therapy. ~Micah Reid Barrett
I think i'm getting the hang of it, but good grief it goes so slow. patience has never been one of my strong points. anyways so far it's going good, i got to go check one of the tuts i favorited to see how to do shadowing, later tater.
and just cause i hasn't done it in a while.
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Glory is not found in never falling, but in rising when we do fall. ~Confucious~
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Chuunin of the Hidden Village of Konoha, at ~narutofanclub
I want to thank you very much for the fave and watchie~!
It's really appreciated!
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Yume no tabi wo tsuduke you
Sakebe sakebe koe ga karerumade
Kibou no kobushi tsuki agero
I
Chose a whole bunch of
Keep up the fabulous work
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~VChilla~
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Such is life.
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I love you, yes I do
I love you, yes it's true
I go wacko
Without Shmakos
And you
Anyway the reall reason for this post is....
*surprise
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Glory is not found in never falling, but in rising when we do fall. ~Confucious~
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